Novcaine

Sally dropped by today..

And had just left..

Am waiting for Fuming to come nowww...

Films!

Beautiful!

And another one

Fantastic Piece of Nonsense

Blog was on hiatus for a long long time.

I thought after not posting for so long, my blog would be long dead. I'm surprised you people still drop by. Ha okay.

Have been watching a lot of movies and series. Waha! Finished all 90210, Skins and Prison Break. Yessssah!

Christmas, one of my best one ever! Simple and sweet.

Okay, shall share some stuff!

Fuming's talking to me about dogs now!

Poodle!

Labrador!

Golden Retriever!

Funny Dogs!

Husky!

& your favorite TAT A TOO S

Awesome!

Okay, have fun reading!

xoxo

Pills

Back to blog after sucha long long time. School term is over and finally having a long break after all the school work. Not exactly long, long, but slightly over a month. Oh well, time to give myself a break. Results are coming out on thursday. So hopefully, i get into FC. If not, i dont know. Sighhh pray hard for me.

I cant stop thinking

I cant stop having visions

Unpleasant ones

I need to deal with it

Its been over a month

Its sickening and tiring

I need to get away from all this

Its really hard handling it myself

If only I was more important to you

If only what i really thought did matter

If only I could stop all this maybe then I'll be better

Pills, pills and more pills. The doctor practically gave me all the pills in his clinic. EW

Ahhhhhh what am i talking about? Ok bye.

Nothing Better

Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That you're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

So just say how to make it right
And i swear I'll do my best to comply

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together

I feel I must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself
With these revisions and gaps in history
So let me help you remember.
I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave

So please back away and let me go
I can't my darling i love you so...

Oh, oh

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures

I know that I have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
You've got a lure i can't deny,
But you've had your chance so say goodbye
Say goodbye

Fumezzz

F

Fu

Fum

Fumi

Fumin

Fuming

Fumin

Fumi

Fum

Fu

F

I'll probably the luckiest girl now. I love u baby.

Happy dog

Fuming and i cannot stop playing Taptap for this whole week. That idiot beat all my high score >:(

Proj week is gon be over so so sooooon sobzsobz

Ah i'm still pissed with myself for not handing up essay on time :(

But yay! I had an awesome week! Well, only yesterday and today that is. Staying up all night playing and waking up only at 5 in the afternoon with baby felt so so so good. I wanna be like that every night. Ok maybe not every night. Every week? Heehee!

I'm gon try playing with water color tomorrow! Yeeeeeehaaaaa!

And i had a really good time meeting sally belly this few nights *winkz*

Ok i'm off now. Gon play tap tap and beat baby's score!

Baibai!

Been struggling all week just to be in time for submission. And i wasn't really on time for most of them, but lecturers were nice to allow us to give them in late. Except for my essay thou.

Proj week coming up. Hopefully i'll have enuff rest!

Helped out fad with photoshoot yesterday. All went well i guess.

I miss baby.

Bumps and fucking minds

"You don't have to talk to me, look at my clothes and then you see, you know me, what i want to say is there" -Rei Kawakubo

Ms Kawakubo

Defined beauty

SEX

Hate school

I hate school, so so bad. School's fucked up. School kills social life, love life, and soon it'll kill mine. School drifts us apart. School make us quarrel. School gives us no time at all. School's stressful. School gives us shit loads of work to do. School's air con is fucken cold. School makes me puke. School sucks.

Enough said?

I constantly blame myself for not having enough time with you.

Bright Star

When i don't hear from him, it's as if i've died, air sucked out from my lungs.